I've always been a lover of words. Whether it's quotes from people or lyrics from songs. Sometimes words are not enough though.
It's like when I was 16 and threw a huge house party while my parents were away on a business trip. The moment they got back, no words. I just knew I was in deep shit. Disappointment is all over their faces. Speechless.
Or like when you in front of that one guy or girl and you look at them and they look at you and nothing needs to be said because 5 minutes later both of you are tearing off each others clothes.
How about the relationship factor? Tension seems to be your 3rd party. Then one day you come home and you see him there sitting down at the kitchen table in deep thought. For once, peace replaces tension and you know that it's over. Without any words said.
You can write a 23 page letter on telling someone you love them, the reasons why you love them, and how they make you feel. It'll take you about a good 10-15 minutes to read and another 48 hours to analyze each word, and almost 17 days to understand. Or you can catch them looking at you in the morning, right when you're about to wake up, you have eye crust and morning breath and you see something different in their eyes that you didn't see the night before. In that instant you know. No words.
The feelings/emotions we carry around are sometimes too much, that they can't even be filled in the cervices of every letter written.
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Let me introduce myself. My name is Humpty?
So I'm sitting here in bed watching Will & Grace. (I know right? all I need is 6 cats around me)
It's Monday. Enough said.
I decided once and for all to give this BLOG thing a try since we all know Livejournal died out back when "emo" music did.
I was so skeptical with starting this blog because of not knowing what to write and how quickly my organization skills will be brought to attention amongst anyone who crosses my path. I then realized, who cares?
I'm a girl that's everywhere. I'm eccentric and some may even call me a little crazy. I love watching Forensic Files and playing Super Nintendo (Yeah, I'll kick your ass at Mario Kart). I love to wear 5 inch heels and have completely inappropriate conversations with my girlfriends about sex. I love to listen to classical music to relax and I especially love listening to 90's era hip hop and r&b. In fact the name of my blogspot is inspired by Groove Theory & their best jam to date "Tell me if you want me too" (but that's a whole other blog in itself) I break hearts more than I should but when I get mine broken in return(extremely rare) its a nice way of karma letting me know what's up.
I live. I learn. I love. I like. I laugh. I cry.
(I'm sounding like Alanis Morisette circa Jagged Little Pill)
I'm also extremely cool for digging Capri Suns. Just sayin'.
I'm real. I'm just me.
How's that for my first blog?
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